just read his blog...

had so much mixed feelings...cant make out wat...just mixed...

but so glad to see him moved on...really??

but he seemed more depressed.

cant help feeling worried. but he's refusing my smses and calls. i know he did it on purpose. but why?..i do not know... we're supposed to be frens...he knew it...things may not work out btw us...but he knew i treated him as my bestest fren...

but i guess thats the prob. guys who're interested in u. they cant stand being 'just frens'. but thats how things had been for us.

i miss him though. we once had so much to talk abt. sighz.

but those were the days...they're gone....i doubt i'll have it back again...i've lost him..my friend............forever?