Monday, July 30, 2007





wondering why i suddenly have pics in my post? yeah. thats how dumb i am. i didn't know till 2 days ago, from my sis, that this is actually how i add pics in my posting. Bleag! haha. well anyways, had a great time at PS's spotlight with my sisters yst. we were actually looking for my elder sis's welcome-back and 25th birthday prezzie. yes. i must stress. she's getting old. and so are we. but we love her more. hahahaha. we decided we're gonna play some prank on her when she comes back. will be taking more pics to show u the prank. its one of the best ever that we played on someone. well...at least its better than tricking someone into smashing their face into a cake kinda thing. that wun work any longer. and that sort of prank is just something u get a kick out of, at the expense of somebody else. totally NO NO. ours is innocent yet humourous. shall keep it a secret till the day of her arrival ba.
but yeah. back to my original topic. we were at Spotlight. in the midst of searching for the scrapping materials for her present, we came across some pretty party hats. not wanting to waste the talent of my K800i(known for its excellent camera function with 3.2mega pixels...i know...i'm showing off...no big deal actually...but i do love my phone ALOT), ting and i decided to take photos of ourselves in the hats. and why is San not in the picture(yes.literally and non-literally). its because she's still making her way down from her meeting at cineleisure. and that is another interesting story of its own. ha.
well...while we were happily taking photos of ourselves, san msged to ask me where were we. so i told her we're in Spotlight. but i'm not gonna tell her exactly.she's just gotta look for us herself. and the amazing thing? she bumped into us almost immediately after she entered spotlight. see! we're fated to be together. *pui* sounds rather wrong. but i thnk u get the idea.
and anyways, we were really proud of what we're gonna do for my sis. shall yet again take more pics to showcase our creative work when its done.
ima run along now to do it now!!

Saturday, July 28, 2007

oh my goodness!! something really humiliating happened to me yst....

yes....its so embarassing and humiliating...wtf...

reina and i skipped the morning's IMEC class to study for our afternoon Macroeconomics paper. so we were in the library diligently studying. however, i had this really irritating protruding cuticle on my left thumb that badly needs a trim...but cuz i was busy preparing for my tests the past few days, i did not really bother abt trimming it. but that morning, it was kinda hurting my thumb as i did my writing.

desperately thinking of how i can trim it out, biting it just hurt it so much more and its not a nice sight biting at my thumb anyways. having no scissor or nail clipper with me,(and i know reina wun have it too...i'm the one with all the stuffs..HA!) i decided to move on to my last desperate resort....using my penknife....

but surprisingly, as i try to pry the tiny cuticle out, it didn't hurt. the only tricky thing is, the process of cutting it out with a penknife. i never tried it before.and my thumb was already bleeding slightly due to the tugging(before i used the penknife). so even as it didnt hurt as i gently cut the cuticle, the sore thumb did make it look quite bad.

it was then, that i heard some quiet shuffling behind me. there's this lady standing behind me and watching wat i was doing. but wat made me pissed off was the smile she gave me. the smile seem to suggest that she thought i was mad(in the sense, cutting my own thumb). i smiled back, then looked away and rolled my eyes..UH "oh, fuck off"........

to my bewilderedment, she sat at the desk next to me. her opening line:

her: may i know what's the time?
me: its 12.
her: oh. u studying?
me: yea. *fake smile*
her: having exams later? *looks concerned*(but at the same time, so obviously observing me)
me: yea *another fake smile* (my turn to be observing her. i do thnk she's mad)
her: *smiles innocently*(like real) must've been very stressful?
me:No............(trying not to sound exasaperated, explained why i'm cutting my own "thumb")

then, i proceeded to give a rather exaggerated motion of finish cutting the cuticle and wipe my thumb with a wet tissue.

refusing to give up on the idea that she feels i am mad and needs help(i thnk she feels i love to inflict pain on myself to destress), she start blabbering to me abt some health talks at Ngee Ann city...and when i suddenly asked her when is it, she looked absolutely taken aback. from the way she took a super long time to give me her ABSOLUTELY lame answer: "Err...its...its everyday"...

i knew she was lying. she's just trying to talk to me. like i dunno what she's up to. she's just trying to see if she can spot more tell-tale signs abt my madness. she even asked for my number. with the reason that she'll inform me if there's some talks she wants me to attend. did she thnk i'm mad AND stupid??

well, i'm definitely not. i simply told her i can just give her my email add and she can just email me the details. there. i tot she'll stop. but she didn't. she's just wasting away my precious time!! arg..fuck....

in my humble opinion...she's the one i thnk thats mad. seriously. my friends told me they saw her loitering around the library. looking at the students. and when she came to talk to me, they tot she's looking for me. wtf??

but anyways, the humiliating part was how she spoke to me like i was some mad kid, stressed abt exam. but thats totally ironic. i wasn't the least bit stress! in fact, Reina seemed more stressed than me. but hello? we all dealt with our stress over the past 4 semesters pretty well i must say.

but that lady's really irritating, in my opinion.

why did SIM allow such crazy people into the school and harass students who are about to go for exams? ok. maybe i'm being overly prejudiced. she wouldn't have known i was going to have exams. but my point is. how can somebody like her, (who thinks she knows how to deal with problem kids but didnt), go abt talking to "problem kids"?

she should be glad i'm not a real case. or i might just stab her with my penknife for irritating me.(and esp when i'm left with less than half an hour to study for my test)

yeah. this is probably the most ''interesting" entry i have for the week. DUH.

oh yea. now i would like to dedicate something to my darling.

dear, its just so boring without u ard and oso cant msg u even. haiz. it had been raining these days. and u're gonna be at fieldcamp. wat dumb luck. but its ok. i'm sure it'll still be a good experience for u ya? heez. its more MAN. heez. i know. ever since u enlisted. i've been using this "so MAN" phrase alot..heez.. but its really MAN!! hahah...i love u!!

oh and the last thing. thnk i might have screwed up my econs test because of the traumatising time the mad woman gave me just before my test. but i thnk i dun belong to the group who received 0/20.ha. know why? cuz i know my calculcation for unemployment rate and economic growth rate is definitely correct. hahaha. and my AD/AS graph. i probably would get that correct too. haha. i'm keeping my fingers crossed though.

fuck it.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

no. mood. today. nothing. to. write.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

sitting in front of the com now...but its not my own com...its my darling's..

i'm supposed to be studying for my business law test for the upcoming monday..but i have simply so much things to relate to my darling tt i can't concentrate for now...

he's now busy searching for some warranty card for his mum...so i decided to do some blogging..ha!!

hmmz....getting rather thrilled upon knowing abt the recent opening of my cousin's pub...its so cool to know tt i can go there with special priviledges..since the boss is my couzzie's!!

but cant write much le cuz my darling is now sitting beside me and watching me blog...so i can continue talking to him le ba....hahahahaha...

busy busy....

Thursday, July 19, 2007

tsk tsk tsk... as though i'm not vexed enough abt my 2 upcoming tests for law and macro-economics...i'm now trying to figure out the answer to this question:

Alan and Bob are trying to figure out two numbers. They know that both numbers are integers between 1 and 100 (but not 1 or 100). Alan knows the product of the numbers, and Bob knows the sum. Their conversation goes as follows:
Alan: I can't tell what the two numbers are.Bob: I knew you couldn't.Alan: Ok, now I know the numbers.Bob: Now I know them, too.
What are the two numbers?


mm....if anybody can figure it out, DO let me know. Thank you!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

went for a lunch date with my sisters, amanda, liyi and charissa... had a really fruitful and great time chit chatting while we eat... never had such a wonderful time of sharing in a super relaxed atmosphere for a long time... girls can really talk..HA! we jumped from topic to topic...never once did anybody ran out of anth to say...heh...even if we had nth to say on the topic, we'll merely switch topic! lolz....thats how girls keep ourselves occupied and talking non stop...

hahahahaahha...i'm in such a good nood now....but hmms....yang must have been really busy today...cuz i didn't receive a single msg from him....

but i'm just so glad tt i constantly have the company of friends...i'm just thankful tt i hadn't totally neglected my friends while i was with yang...so now tt yang is in tekong 5.5days a week, i can easily ask my friends out, without fearing tt they'll thnk why did i look them up suddenly...

didn't managed to go to the gym today as i had intended...cuz my allergy broke out so i had to take my allergy medication.... and the medication made me super letargic tt i know its impossible and unsafe for me to workout in the gym....ha! so i slept the medication away on our new couch!! its so comfy.....its finally here in my living room...i can finally watch tv in comfort...hahahah....

tomorrow when i make my way down to the gym...i'm definitely gonna take up the membership...cuz its only a mere $20 a month...for a gym with an internet cafe, foosball table, a room with massage chairs, chill out place....$20 a month is totally worth it!! and its just a 5 min walk from my house......i'm so excited!!

oh ya.....the other day, i had my macroeconomics lecture....when my lecturer was telling us abt the difference between inflation and hyperinflation, she gave us an example of an analogy tt describe the gist of inflation and hyperinflation really well:

When someone steals yer wallet, he took the money and left the wallet; thats inflation. But when he steals yer wallet, he took the wallet and left the money; thats hyperinflation.

whoever came up with this simple analogy is truely smart as he/she understood perfectly the effects of inflation/hyperinflation on people.

apart from today, nothing much happened during the past week...

let me see..this coming sunday....we'll have the LSBC Fun Day at Sentosa...i'm really getting very excited abt it...i must get back my tan!! meanwhile, i'm gonna continue my regular workout at the gym in preparation for the foam party at Sentosa, as well as let my darling see a slimmer me each time he book out...hahah....i wun let him be the only one getting fitter!!..lolz....

oh yes.....i really yearn to be a paramedic after i finish my course at SIM...but Shawn was telling me tt they require girls to have a minimum height of 1.6m to be eligible...i'm super irritated...why do they need tall people for? when i was in secondary school practising first aid, i didn't had much problems giving first aid to casualties, and not to mention, not much problems transporting casualties anyway....

i can't believe it when shawn replied me tt perhaps they out the oxygen masks high up so i wun be able to reach it ast my height...wtf?? he must be kidding rite?><

of course he is....and i'm still gonna try anyway....i'll convince them with my utmost sincerity...i dun believe my lifelong dream to be a medic would be crushed just because my height didnt meet the requirement...bleag....eversince i took up first aid in secondary school, i knew it was my calling and i excelled at it....it'll be their loss if they dun accept me.....ha!

mm...just a random input....i discovered recently, there's this golf game in my phone...its quite nice to play...guess i'll go play it now...tata~

Friday, July 13, 2007

hmms.... read dom's blog..but somehow it didn't seem like the one i read last time? had been trying to recall where i had gotten his blog add from in the past..but couldn't seem to get it....the one he gave me now only has the july entries....i have no idea how to get to the past entries... when i spoke to him on MSN, he sounded so distant... wonder if he is angry at me? but if so, what is it? the last time we chat, things seemed fine.......sighz....even so, guess i'll nv find out..he never reads my blog anyways....

sometimes i do wonder...why certain things happened the way they did? like wat ppl always say, the person u end up with as yer life partner, they'll nt be the one u love the most....will this be true for me? or in other instances like, some(A_ _ _ _)one can have the most caring and devoted girlfriend, yet goes flirting around...but all the while telling the girlfriend he treasured the r/s and her alot..but his actions showed otherwise? or someone can be in a r/s with one yet be thinking of another.... does contradicting things happen so tt it can make life much interesting?

some can be good friends today, but because of another person, or something tt happened, the 2 stopped being on talking terms...

i'm getting irrational or perhaps incoherent...not knowing wat i'm trying to bring across...but this is exactly the state of mind i'm in...i'm getting confused abt all tts happening to me and ard me....why did things happened the way they did? how i wished God can give me the revelations right now....

by right i should be feeling happy...since i bought quite a number of stuffs recently...which includes a new phone(K800i), a new watch(G-shock) and 2 pretty tops...but then again, i had nv believed tt material stuffs=happiness, in the short term, yes......but in the long term, its a definite NO NO...

other things tt ad been keeping me happy had been how i had spent quality time with family and friends and more plans for chill-out sessions with friends are alrdy on my organizer....for eg, today taught reina more tricks to pool, a short chit-chat session with reina, regina, fay and shawn in the afternoon, gym appointments with benjy and my sisters, chill-out session with poh ru and gang....all these past and up-coming events are giving me an all-time high....BUT...by the works of fate, a very good friend of mine, just gave me a rather cold-shoulder attitude when i spoke to him online...and burst my happy bubbles....

friends are extremely impt to me...esp wat i had been through during my primary and early sec sch days....the rejection, bullying, manipulation, back-stabbing.....it hadn't been easy to grow out and get out of these childhood haunts....to become the cheery me....these years...i've made frens and spoke to many....often lending a listening ear.....and i realized what i've been through, many had too.....this was one reason why i could pull through..cuz i know i was not alone.....

my secondary days with CCA friends and Pre-U days had been one of the best schooling days i ever had....where i experienced real friendships.....and these friendships tt i fostered, i seriously dun want to lose it and any expense.....which explains why the cold shoulder i received, dampened my mood by alot...

but another troubling thing now is, exactly wat happened to him? why did he mentioned psychiarist's pills? hospital?....qns to which i cant find answers to....i really wished i could talk to him...but from the way he treated me just now....it aint gg to be an easy task....

argh....why did things happened the way they did? we used to be able to talk to each other so freely...but now......

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

mm....feeling so bored now..

yst went mambo with ting...actually martin supposed to have come too..but who knows..he kena TP letter for inconsiderate driving, and was fined $170 and 9 demerit points..sighz...felt bad for him too...but maybe its a good thing...at least he might drive in a more safely the nxt time he's on the road...

anyways...was looking forward to meet him cuz i've so much to ask him abt my new phone...heh...cuz i happened to have bought the same phone as him..and i'm trying to find out how much a larger capacity SD card might cost...cuz i didn't have the chance to go shopping for it yet..ha!

i love my new phone..for once i got to choose and use a phone tt i really like..heh....though this wasnt the intitial choice..but it beats the other options that i have..heh...

but the only prob is, i can't figure out wat is the prob with my batt....somehow i can't seem to properly get it charged no matter how long i left it to charge...and the phone gets rather hot after sometime....but since martin says tt its normal, then it should be normal ba....geez...

oh ya....saw this accoustic guitar selling at only $170..oh...so tempted to buy it and start learning....its really nice looking too...its black in colour...

and talking abt black...i'm so so so happy!! my mum brought back a black dress from her shop for me to try on...and i fitted it really nicely....even my mum said i had slimmed down quite a fair bit and looked really nice in the dress...heez...looks like my regular gym workouts had really paid off really quickly!! heez.... and the best part is, its not expensive at all....i can only say, though the selling price is at $24, but i'm allowed to buy it at its cost price!! heez...i'm really loving the idea of my mum having an apparel shop...heez....but the down side is, now i go shopping, i'll feel guilty abt looking at other clothes cuz if i'm tempted to but it, i'll be reminded of the fact i could get it at a much cheaper price if i could get my mum to get it for me..haha...but of course....my fave Espirit's clothes can't get from my mum shop la...so i'll still go take a look...

alright..need to start preparing for work....

Monday, July 9, 2007

Went to watch 'my wife is a gangster3' yst night with yang...the show's really hilarious!! although at first we were abit skeptical abt it being a korean movie, but in the end it had proven itself to be a very good comedy. in addition, the story wasn't too far fetched or long winded..so it captured my attention throughout the whole show and i laughed all the way from the beginning to the end.... =D

after the movie, i was expecting to go home, but little did i know, Yang and Martin had actually arranged to meet after the movie and martin was aldy outside the hub when our movie ended...so in the end we went down to mambo for a few rounds of pool(which i played horribly this time round...sighz..) and then as usual, martin and yang had a race to 3 at fooseball...and yang lost and so had to treat us to prata...

so we ended up at jalan kayu..but i had no appetite to eat at all...while martin had his usual cheese+egg prata and yang's usual egg prata...thats the good thing abt NS..they can eat for all they want since they'll be working out the whole week in camp...i've only 2 free days for gym(...well not exactly..but whatever.....)

though it was really getting quite late...but martin wanted to be down at yishun dam for a short chill....so we made our way down...it had been really a short while there....but it was enjoyable..as we had a van parked near us with good music blasting from his stereo system....the music is solid!!!!

finally, everyone's ready to go home...and well, this time round martin offered to drive me home....which makes sense la...since we stay 1 ave apart only..hahaha....didnt tok much as i wasnt feeling too well and feeling very cold.....but of course i still have the urged to talk...so i'll talk abit and rest abit den talk again..hahaha.... but am glad tt things were fine btw martin and myself again.....

back home...msged martin a few more msgs to complain abt smth tt just happened.. since yang was most probably sleeping as he didn't reply to my msgs..heh...only to find tt martin was actually not in a really good mood himself....so yeah...being a considerate friend, i told him to get his rest then..... haha....but i couldn't fall asleep myself....must have been the tea i drank at jalan kayu..... and before i knew it, somehow i was down with fever this morning....had a hard time trying to concentrate on this morning's message by Bishop Moses....quite successful at staying awake...but had to rush home as i felt horribly weak....

to end......just some random input...i've decided i really wanna go take up guitar lessons at Believer's Music!!! anybody wants to accompany me?? GeeZ...

Saturday, July 7, 2007

WhEe~~ darling's guard duty is today....though its one day wasted but at least i get to see him on sat!! we go watch Transformers k??

today's macroeconomics lecture is so much better...learnt alot of new and informative stuff...for the first time in my life...i'm actually looking forward to the national day's speech and listen to how our country's economic health is doing...since now i understand better how the economy works!! haha...but i wun wanna be an economist...the subject is still not easy to study...

yst went to mambo with my sis and i had a short chat with Larry...complaining to him how yang's rifle got stolen by commander and in the end landed up with guard duty...haha...only to find out from him, he had it worse....he did smth wrong and kena 7weeks of guard duty..haha...the next time i'm there i'll dig out from him wat he did to deserve the 7 weeks!! hahah....i sound like i'm so happy abt it manz....but yeah...the way he said it...it just tickles me....

ah...and talking abt tt....this morning was chatting with reina while we walk to class...and i got a shock from wad she told me... "did i tell u many ppl from our class tot shawn and fay are gay?"...

OH MY GOSH....thats how dumb my classmates are....no matter how i observe the behavioural actions of shawn and fay, i just can't tell how gayish is it??? and HELLO!! Shawn brought his GIRLFRIEND to class quite a number of times le k?? My goodness....i really dunno how those ppl can get such ideas into the thick head of theirs?? maybe cuz its too thick to allow SENSE to penetrate??

but nevertheless..i do find it rather amusing...its a good thing the 2 buddies of mine do not mind it much...as usual...like me, they're more interested in being here to get a diploma..not to socialize.....

and lastly....keet yan...everytime i see u, u make me wanna get tt piercing done!! lolx...i'll see when i can summon tt courage to do it and i'll show it to u when its done!! haha...

Friday, July 6, 2007

This is taken from my class blog...

Please take note that there will be a class photo taking session scheduled on 13th July 2007 (friday) immediately after the lesson. A professional photographer will be hired at no cost to the class for this session taking ;
1) Group photos
2) Candid shots
3) Formal class photo
Spread this news around and make sure everybody turn up for this session so that we do not miss any of our friends out. All photographs will be uploaded onto the class blog and friendster so that it can be printed at your own cost. Thank you
Yours Sincerely,
FTDMS15B Class community

but i seriously dun feel like going for it...i'm not much part of the class anyway...i'm there just to complete my diploma....i sound rather unfriendly...but somehow...i dun really see it much as my class...dunno why oso...
Awww...guess wad....having placed some friendly advice in yc's tag, all i get back is an indignant reply from his girfriend....aw....FUCK off bitch....its not even her blog to begin with....

thats upsetting thing number 1...being reprimanded for trying to be a kind soul...wat a cynical world we're living in...

upsetting thing number 2.... my darling just msged me to tell me tt his rifle was stolen by his commander...this means a high probability of him landing up with guard duty for this weekend...argh................... and when i tried to find out how it works, he scolded me for mentioning smth he didn't wanna hear and stopped replying me........WTF??

well maybe he had to fall in...but even so.....i just want him to know i felt equally as upset abt it as he does..i'm not gloating or anth wat...sighz......i miss him so so so much...can't believe i can't see him for yet another week????

upsetting thing number 3.... i am now stuck in my grumpy mood....

why do sucky things happen one after another?

now..let me think...wat can i look forward to, to brighten up my mood? ok...maybe its my pool session at mambo billiards later.....haiz...why did martin gotta be down with fever? i really wanted someone to go east coast with me to chill.....

ok...another happy thing would be school time...where i can joke ard with fay and shawn....without my darling ard, the person tt treated me the best had been fay..hahahahha...for those who dunno him, will think he's some cool and aloof guy...but he's actually really soft-hearted with me manz!! i appreciate our friendship so much.....till now..it never fail to amaze me how he can keep rejecting my pleas to do stuff for me...but at the end of the day, he'll still give in..not like how he'll tell vernon to F*** off....hahahaha...maybe cuz i'm a girl(though he loves calling me a boy)....

but yeah..his daily jokes and lame questions always brighten up my day...even his silly comments in the midst of boring lessons can make me burst out in giggles...thats my good ol' fay....

oh yes!!! this sunday....hopefully i can finally get to change my phone?? i've already had 2 models in mind and i'm determined to get either one and not anth else...its sony ericsson's K810i or W850i...if i didn't rmb the models wrongly... with a new phone, i'll not need to worry abt not being able to msg my darling or for my darling to call me....

aw....ya...and there's this sat's retreat that i'll be missing out.... and so nice of chui san....to tell me how much fun i'm gonna miss out...darn....

lastly...i really just wanna tell von(yc's gf)...fuck off bitch...u really spoilt my day....

the only reason why i didnt tag this 'friendly' comment in his tag is not because i'm afraid to offend him or his gf...but i really wanna be gracious abt it....having vent it all out, i'll forget abt it and forgive her for her insensitivity.....but this friendship with yc, i'll be happy to do without it anyway.....so there..................................

Thursday, July 5, 2007

arHHH.... F*** the macroeconomics lecturer!! first lesson and she's telling us tt 50% of the class is going to fail this module... whats wrong with her? just because the last few rows of students are not paying attention to her class, and eating macs instead, it doesn't mean the rest of us doesn't have the correct attitude towards learning! HeLLo!! i'm sitting at the front-most seat any student can possibly be sitting and diligently taking notes...and it goes for the same for most of the first few row students!

just because we dun ask questions, doesn't mean we dun wanna learn...its only the first 2 topics..and like she said, its on the microeconomics(sem 2 module) basic concepts..its nothing we dunno wat...so wat to ask?? arh...bitch...

and now..this part is dedicated to chui ting.... ting, mummy is once again scolding us for the dressing table's floor area being oily....did u put any lotion or whatsoever on yer legs or hands? or maybe its the cream u put on yer face and when u clean up the floor area, the oil on yer hands tainted the floor? i'm very sure it wadn't san or myself cuz today we didn't use any hair serum at all....so even if i did use my hands to clear the floor of any mess, it couldn't have been oily..if not, i really dun understand ow else will the floor get oily? sometimes just as i was preparing for sch in the morning(when all of u are out), i do notice the floor is rather oily le...and if i have the time, i'll mop the area...but i can't keep cleaning after u all rite?

can either u or san take the initiative as well? even if its not caused by u or her, if its oily, just quickly get the mop to mop it up? it takes less than 5min to do it? if not, its really senseless to get scolded for nth...and its senseless for mummy to get angry over something so minor when it sould have been easily prevented...

though u might be working and studying now, but the rest of us are oso with things to do....if san and myself takes the initiative to help out with the housework when we're free-er, u shld at least help a little too....i'm not asking u to mop the floor everyday, but at least make sure u clear up after yerself so tt it'll not cause more inconvenience than it already is?

thats all thats dedicacted to u and san....

went to visit yc's blog today...was rather surprised to see that there's yet another idiot that came in to tag nonsense..and it started another relentless 'arguement' in his blog...its a good thing he didn't come after me once again, or i mean it when i say i'm gonna slap his face and kick his big fat butt.... nor did he hinted that it was my doing...but of course..i suppose he still has a bit of sense in him tt i wun have the time for all these nonsense...but seriously, wat the person said to him was a litttle true...though not wholly...but rather...but then again..i'm in no position to comment..neither am i interested to....

and this is dedicated to my darling...for the last time, i DID NOT say i wanna tattoo wat....all i'm saying is Fay gave me his friend's name card lar....i thot of keeping it cuz i wanna give swee shan...since SHE's the one who wanted it......my da jie can get away with such things cuz she's the darling of my family..tt, i got nth else to say...but i know i'll get killed if i do it... after waiting a whole day for yer reply, i'm definitely not waiting for something like tt from u k? and u shld know u dun get much chance to msg, why can't u treasure the opportunity? its a sucky day for me..and yer replies just made it worst..its not wat i needed ok...so there...

Monday, July 2, 2007

school's starting tomorrow.

finally...hols are over..time to set my brain into the studying mode again...had been using it too much on PSP-ing recently(and thinking of my darling yang yang)...ahahahahah...

yeah...spent the last few days of june with my darling...missed him so much eversince his enlistment..so glad tt he got to book out for so many days this week....

yst's "let's Chill Out" event had been a success i guess?...all thanks to the hard work of all my cell group mates...esp the core games committee crew....thanks guys...or i wouldn't have been able to keep things running so smoothly yst....could see tt everybody had loads of fun at the game stations tt we planned!! it was so thrilling to hear all the cheerings and laughters!!

though the 212 participants had seemed a little intimidating to me at first...but thank God everything went well!! Great job guys!!!!

but haiz...it was damn tiring...and with my stupid phone spoilt.....spoilt the initial fun yang, ting and martin had....so sorry guys..i didn't mean it...

sighz...in these years of friendship....for the first time martin purposely ignored me...i can't believe it...good-tempered martin...always treated me so well...i actually managed to get him so angry with me tt he ignored me blatantly...good thing he accepted my apology...but i felt tremendously guilty..esp when yang told me, he and martin had wanted to leave immediately when i was in such a bad mood....i didn't know my lousy mood could affect so many people at a time..heh...oh well.....i'll learn to cope with such moods in a better way next time.....

today had a chaotic time in class during children church...all the kids were so excited abt the choosing of gifts...eventhough there were only 10 of them, i couldn't get things done smoothly...and my helper isn't helping...arg....but i dun blame her la...she doesn't know how to help oso....

haiz....den went to yang's hse after church...had a great time chatting with him...den had a short nap together...den went for dinner with his family...and.................how time flies....i find myself chatting with him while accompanying him while we walk towards pasir ris interchange as he gets ready to go tekong....SiAnz....

now...he should be resting in his bunk....i miss him......