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really interesting and meaningful(i hope)

try it!

www.freerice.com

so much had been happening recently...



it was party week for the past week...and my school is celebrating christmas....heh...and i love christmas SO much...its the one and only festive season that i really enjoyed...and i was asked to be the santa-rina...it was fun giving out prezzie to the babies but i thnk i make a rather boring santa..heh...

oh..i miss my tagboard!! i hadnt had the time to put a new one back up again..sobz...

but yeah...now tt hols is approaching, i'll soon have the time to do it.

was having lunch in the room by myself today..den Zita came in...i was telling her my parents would be out of town from 21-26..yeah!!! haha...den we became so excited discussing all abt the plans we could make....since now we do not have to worry even if we're home super late..hahahaha...ooh..i cant wait!!! haha...

and pay day's coming! hmm...not much things in mind tt i wanna spend on....maybe i'll just splurge on my seafood buffet tt i had been craving for so darn long! haha...alright...shall make plans with my buddies....

oh...sighz....not too looking forward to this sunday's children church. heh. cuz i made my pastor really angry with me. but...sighz....aunty susan's a nice person..haha...and it wasnt really a big problem....but still....i wun do it again manz.... heh...

and then there's my responsibility to write the script for the graduation event at church. i haven gotten down to writing it...not even the slightest idea how......sighz!!! i need inspiration fast!!!!!

alright. maybe i should take the time to think abt it now....

....now i've found
the greatest love of all is mine
since you lay down your life
the greatest sacrifice...

this is one of my all-time favourite christian song. sadly though, i hardly listened to this song so i didnt know the words well enough to put it up in my blog. its really a very very meaningful song.

and its also a gentle reminder for me of the love God had for me and i for Him. many thots raced through my head as i sang the song in church this morning. i realized i was beginning to forget about the priorities for my life. its time i rearrange my priorities and set my path in the right direction.

the sense of guilt was rather overwhelming as i thot of how i had been so caught up with the ways of man, rather than that of God. going to church really does help to build up our walk with God. esp when my senior pastor is going to steer us all in the direction of building deeper knowledge about the word of God.

feeling refreshed by the sermon, i had a more anointing time during children church. although the whole time i had been extremely drowzy from my medicine, but i enjoyed CC thoroughly.

CC's AGM was fun as usual. it was quite a relief that there's gonna be only 5 special events for 2008. i'm a little worried however. for the fact, i was made i/c for one of the special event i had volunteered to contribute for the planning. sighz. i'm not exactly an organised or responsible person. unless i'm extremely enthu abt it....i'm not sure i can lead the team.

my sis was actually the one who was hoping to head one of the event. and i'm 100% sure she is 110% more capable than me to do the job. but sighz. i guess God knew tt all the more i needed the training more than my sis did and so i was appointed instead of her. oh well....i'll just make sure i learn the most out of the whole experience and gain much out of it. planning is a crucial part of our everyday life. so might as well get the hang of this skill!

i miss my darling. and i miss those friends who are still in camp. sighz. as liyi, ting and i were discussing abt the possibility of a beach vacation, the memories of me going to Tioman with my friends came rushing back. if only that can happened again. it would be difficult to get a big group of friends to go for such vacations again, since evryone had different commitments and busy schedules now.

sighz. i miss everyone so much.

cant write now. so tired. my medication kicking in........

oh and i forgot to add.

martin and chuenhwee, i'm sorry to hear tt it had rained almost throughout yer whole field camp! heez.....maybe i only remembered to pray for their safety and forgot abt the good weather part. nvm. now i'll definitely rmb. especially when my darling yang yang has his fieldcamp coming up real soon.hahahhaha.

but yeah. after hearing abt another of martin's near-accident while he was driving, i am so glad he's now still well and alive. that boy. someone needs to remind him not to drive if he's tired!

oh pardon me. i shouldnt be calling him a boy anymore. since NS is when ''where the boys become men''..hhahahahahahah.....

Oh.My.Goodness. Its november!!

i cant believe i'm once again writing in a post with the statement "its a brand new month once again!".... time is simply passing too fast...HeLP!!

life at JGC is still exciting as ever. the troublesome mum for the 11.30 playclub came in to class one fine day and asked for me...

when i heard her asking "who's chuiyee? where's she??"
what went thru my mind instantly was, "uh-oh. fuck. did i offend her or her daughter??"
in my calmest voice, i walk towards her and said "hello! i'm chuiyee. anything the matter?"(and with my signature big and innocent smile)
To my UTMOST RELIEF..she said to her daughter "oh look! here's chuiyee. baby, u were asking for her rite? come, give her a hug. mummy gotta be off...blah blah blah"

phew.

but anyways, now i feel a tad more stressed now. maybe this is the challenge God is putting me thru. a difficult child and a difficult parent. but i must shower them with lots of love and grace. i can do it........right? (pls say yes and pray really fervently for me! i'm still under probation for this job!!)

and then there was sat. only such terrible things can happen to me. i made a mistake of asking ting abt my reporting time for work. i dunno why she would tell me i can reach at 10 since the first class i'm assisting is at 10:45. 9am, Su called to ask why i wasnt at work yet and there's supposed to be a class for me to cover.

darn!!

i was really panicking manz. good thing i was almost done preparing and could get out of the house in the shortest possible time. and thank God there was Sankaree to cover the class for me. or i would be in the deepest shit and might probably had to kiss my job good-bye.

it was a good thing Su calmed down and forgave me. but i guessed i would feel damn awkward when i nxt see her again. sighz. stupidity just runs in the family(maybe just for ting and myself).

actually i had no idea why i gave the impression tt i'm blur? people who knew me well enuf knows tt i'm actually a pretty organised person with good leadership sense. in my 20 yrs, i've taken up leadership positions when the occassion calls for it and i did my job well. and knowing myself, i'm actually a fast learner. i nv allowed myself to drag others down because of my incompetencies. but cuz i'm just human, i know i need to give myself sufficient time to absorb all the new knowledge and skills that i pick up along the way. to help myself learn faster, i would ask questions to clarify my doubts.

i know i'm doing well at JGC. and colleagues had nv failed to affirm me of my assitance to them. but i cant help but wonder why am i still committing many senseless mistakes. though we all have a good laugh at ourselves at the end of the day, but i dun really like having people think ting and myself share only 1 brain. but yeah. its all a joke. as long as we can do our job well, teeny weeny idiotic mistakes wun ruin anything with regards to our reputation(esp wen almost every teacher loves announcing out tt we're a set of triplets).

then there was sat night's out with my usual frens. at the usual hangout at Mambo Billiards. i swear tt i'm so gonna get my personal pool cue and sell off my billiard cue since i seldom play billiard now.

and martin was just re-countering his field camp experiences. and using his cue's leather holder to act like his rifle. and it really did seem like one. haha.

but that night had been fun. realized i missed having him ard the past 2 weekends. he's like one of the few that can make everything tt we do seem fun and fulfilling. even the drive home. i cant help but told him " if it wasnt tt late, and if u hadnt been tt tired, i would have requested for u to drive slower so tt i can enjoy the songs in yer car"...ha!....i mean u cant blame me manz. we share the same love for music of the same genre and he always has many nice songs to share with me... and always end up having to burn many CDs for me...hahahahaha...but yeah...he's one hell of a great great friend....if he had been one of my babies at JGC, before i get off his car and said my bye, i would have hugged and kissed him non-stop like how i treat my baby Aiden Bumblebee!!!! hahahahaha....

oh no...now i miss my babies so much....cant wait for tuesday to come...