Oh.My.Goodness. Its november!!

i cant believe i'm once again writing in a post with the statement "its a brand new month once again!".... time is simply passing too fast...HeLP!!

life at JGC is still exciting as ever. the troublesome mum for the 11.30 playclub came in to class one fine day and asked for me...

when i heard her asking "who's chuiyee? where's she??"
what went thru my mind instantly was, "uh-oh. fuck. did i offend her or her daughter??"
in my calmest voice, i walk towards her and said "hello! i'm chuiyee. anything the matter?"(and with my signature big and innocent smile)
To my UTMOST RELIEF..she said to her daughter "oh look! here's chuiyee. baby, u were asking for her rite? come, give her a hug. mummy gotta be off...blah blah blah"

phew.

but anyways, now i feel a tad more stressed now. maybe this is the challenge God is putting me thru. a difficult child and a difficult parent. but i must shower them with lots of love and grace. i can do it........right? (pls say yes and pray really fervently for me! i'm still under probation for this job!!)

and then there was sat. only such terrible things can happen to me. i made a mistake of asking ting abt my reporting time for work. i dunno why she would tell me i can reach at 10 since the first class i'm assisting is at 10:45. 9am, Su called to ask why i wasnt at work yet and there's supposed to be a class for me to cover.

darn!!

i was really panicking manz. good thing i was almost done preparing and could get out of the house in the shortest possible time. and thank God there was Sankaree to cover the class for me. or i would be in the deepest shit and might probably had to kiss my job good-bye.

it was a good thing Su calmed down and forgave me. but i guessed i would feel damn awkward when i nxt see her again. sighz. stupidity just runs in the family(maybe just for ting and myself).

actually i had no idea why i gave the impression tt i'm blur? people who knew me well enuf knows tt i'm actually a pretty organised person with good leadership sense. in my 20 yrs, i've taken up leadership positions when the occassion calls for it and i did my job well. and knowing myself, i'm actually a fast learner. i nv allowed myself to drag others down because of my incompetencies. but cuz i'm just human, i know i need to give myself sufficient time to absorb all the new knowledge and skills that i pick up along the way. to help myself learn faster, i would ask questions to clarify my doubts.

i know i'm doing well at JGC. and colleagues had nv failed to affirm me of my assitance to them. but i cant help but wonder why am i still committing many senseless mistakes. though we all have a good laugh at ourselves at the end of the day, but i dun really like having people think ting and myself share only 1 brain. but yeah. its all a joke. as long as we can do our job well, teeny weeny idiotic mistakes wun ruin anything with regards to our reputation(esp wen almost every teacher loves announcing out tt we're a set of triplets).

then there was sat night's out with my usual frens. at the usual hangout at Mambo Billiards. i swear tt i'm so gonna get my personal pool cue and sell off my billiard cue since i seldom play billiard now.

and martin was just re-countering his field camp experiences. and using his cue's leather holder to act like his rifle. and it really did seem like one. haha.

but that night had been fun. realized i missed having him ard the past 2 weekends. he's like one of the few that can make everything tt we do seem fun and fulfilling. even the drive home. i cant help but told him " if it wasnt tt late, and if u hadnt been tt tired, i would have requested for u to drive slower so tt i can enjoy the songs in yer car"...ha!....i mean u cant blame me manz. we share the same love for music of the same genre and he always has many nice songs to share with me... and always end up having to burn many CDs for me...hahahahaha...but yeah...he's one hell of a great great friend....if he had been one of my babies at JGC, before i get off his car and said my bye, i would have hugged and kissed him non-stop like how i treat my baby Aiden Bumblebee!!!! hahahahaha....

oh no...now i miss my babies so much....cant wait for tuesday to come...