somebody help me thnk of a way to grow my hair and not keep cutting it?


today i'm at home cuz of a bad stomach.. must've been cuz of the stress build-up over the past 4 days at work.... but i enjoyed learning everything so much....so didnt notice my underlying stress..not till my IBS starts working up... so i had to take MC from work...but guess wat? my mum said she dun believe me. hello?? doesn't she know after 21yrs tt i have this syndrome and it always happens my first few days of work?

i'm so disappointed when she actually said she dun believe i'm really sick at all.

arg..heck manz....even while i'm home i'm still logged in to my work mail to do my work.

she just dun know me. *peeved*

aiyaya...

each time i see my blog's profile pic, i really miss tt hairstyle.... i really wanna quickly outgrow my current style and change it back! heh...

today's my third day at work. mm.. not too bad. though i made blunders and get so blur tt i konked up my own wrk and had to re-do everything..but at the end of each day, i'll still manage to learn one more new skill to apply to my job. not too bad. and my bookings dept colleagues are indeed really patient with me. i'm just thankful tt its only my third day there. although i felt tt i feel so familiar ard the office, but in actual fact i'm only there for 3 days!

heh. well...there's still very much more systems i'll need to learn....and i started picking up calls today to take shipment bookings. well...if its shipment bookings, its of course quite simple as i've been doing the bookings part for2 whole days....whatever vessel or ports or ETA ETD..as long as it's TOL(Tasman Orient Line)'s shipping route, i'm relatively ok..

blah blah blah...i'm finally not feeling foreign to the shipping line jargon...i feel so much relieved now.... 

but there's still alot more to go. my dept manager kept telling me its only the tip of the ice berg. as much as i'm feeling nervous, i knnow once i get the hang of it, i can be like a pro.

now another urgent thing is knowing my colleagues' extensions. cuz other than receiving calls for bookings, i'll oso receive calls of enquiries...since i'm still new, it means tt i'm not familiar with who from which dept shld i forward the call to. or some wld call to ask for this person or that..and i'll take a long time to forward the call...one guy actually hung up on me. sighz....

but my day always ends well....

today my darling finally called again...it slipped my mind tt he might be off for field camps so i was actually really anxious and upset tt he didnt call. but i'm really touched that the moment he had the chance, he called. heez. it pays to keep my phone in loud ringing mode. each time it rings, i'll know it...and if i see a private number calling, i know it'll most prob be him :)

i miss him so much. the 3 weeks is passing too slowly!

okayzz.....

not tt i didnt miss my darling even though i stop posting in entries the past few days... i really do miss him still..haiz...every night i must look at the photo presentation he made in his hp before i can slp...plus....i cant help but still will cry each time i watch the presentation....the accompanying song he used remind me of him so much!! i miss u darling!!

anyways...

went k-boxing with chuan, jus, ting, joanna and shi min yst. but i dun have my camera phone with me!! so we only used chuan's real cybershot camera..haha...okok...if use tt to compare to my cybershot phone, my phone is not as real a camera la.... so no photos to upload... :x

i'm waiting for my darling to come back with my phone so tt i can upload the photos we took while we went onto singapore flyer! yes! we had the whole capsule to ourselves k!!

heez...

   

and i'm starting work at Swire Shipping tml :) i hope things wun be too challenging until i get the hang of it.... and i'm sure God will grant me favor with my new colleagues and managers! i know i can do it de....Azawaza fighting!!

i hope i can still find time to blog....i'm expected to do OTs.....whatever it is, applying wat i learnt in today's sermon, choosing to count my blessings no matter what happens...i WILL stick through situations however hard its gonna be :)

cheer me on!!

uh oh...i haven written a post to my darling today wor!

haha...its cuz i went shpooing with my mummy today...but didnt buy anth wor

just like yst

i oso went shopping with my mummy and sisters and aunty...but again nv buy anth...

i cant believe it! a bunch of ladies going shopping but didnt buy anth at all!

haha...looks like none of us are shopaholics when tog...but individually, we'll spend like crazy! haha...

but i'm so happy...my final jgc pay came in le!! now with money in my bank, i feel better le..heh...

tml going for a job interview at Swire Shipping Agencies Pte Ltd

 position applied for is customer service

i do hope i can get it.. but i do hope when i get it, i can handle the job...and of course i do hope the pay is good enough!

heh...i do miss my darling...but i'm oso glad my mummy has been asking me to go out...cant help but feel tt she's trying to accompany me...heez...

BUT..............

i haven get to run at all!! i feel so fat and unhealthy!! i must run tml!!!

ok..go slp le...wish me luck for tml's interview!!

today is day 2 of my darling's stay in taiwan. sighz. still missed him very badly. but at least i'm coping well. heez.

but sighz. tot that i could take this chance to ask Daryl play tennis with me...only to hear tt he'll be away at Thailand for a short holiday. but its ok, haha..cuz meanwhile i'll look liyi up and go gyming with her. i'm determined for wenyang to come back seeing me visibly slimmer. ha!

that shld be good motivation for myself.

mm...looks like many people are falling sick recently. just now had a short sms chat with martin only to find out that he's ill too. but well, its a good time for him to take a rest then.

eryl had oso been down with fever. but i'm so glad she's recovered and so could be back in school on my last day there.

i'm so gonna miss my friends at JGC...and i'l miss my babies! sobz sobz...

and haiz..tot that i'll be getting another job really soon after i finish at JGC, but sadly, it didnt happen leh. how? actually am so tempted to just do my degree. but sighz. i'm a little worried it'll be too taxing on my dad:(

ok...gotta go catch the nxt episode on this HK serial i'm currently watching!

inconsiderate idiots

hurmph...young singaporeans are selfish and inconsiderate k?

i mean those who are younger than me. yes...specifically talking abt the CHIJ punggol pri girls and the Holy Innocent High students.

every morning without fail, the buses that travel the routes to these schools, it would be brimming with these students. but the fucking irritating thing is, most of these double-decker buses have an overload of the students-----in the lower deck. the upper deck is totally empty. yet, it seem like its going to break their legs to walk tt small flight of steps. why am i so mean to say tt?

imagine this senario: the lower deck is filled to the brim with students, the upper deck is filled to the brim with emptiness, there are tons of people trying to board the bus. but because the lower deck is so full, yet nobody is moving up to the upper deck, and so only a few more can board the bus and the rest had to wait for the next bus.

i'm one if the fortunate few tt squeezed up the bus. but i cant move further than the coin machine. however, to my disgust, i realized that the lower deck isnt as filled as i tot it was! they were all near the exit door and nobody wants to move in. why? not cuz they can be the first to escape in times of emergency, but cuz in a few more stops, they'll be alighting.

but hello?! most of them will be alighting at the same stop, surely, even if its crowded, they'll eventually get to the door as most of them cleared out isnt it? they wun be left behind for goodness sake!!!

talk abt kiasuism. are they afraid to lose out at alighting first? or are they afraid that by alighting one second later, the assembly bell will ring before they could get to the school compound? or just so happened that everybody had an urgent need for the toilet so they had to be sure to alight asap? what fuck shit la. why are the younger generation getting so self-centered and inconsiderate?

in MRTs, we often see youngsters staying put in their seats even when there are obviously someone else needing the seat more than they do----play psp need to play it seating down?

worse..sometimes when seats are given up intended for some elderly folks, someone younger got to the seat faster. the elderly was the gracious one to say its ok and let the jerk take the seat.

these idiots. i hope their butts get poked by pranksters. and to those whose feet are glued to the area ard the exit door. i hope the nxt time they tried to alight, it'll be filled with inconsiderate people blocking their way and they cant alight. ha!

i'm mean. but i'm just so totally pissed off tt its not gonna bother me tt i'm being mean.

dedicated to my darling =)

mm... alright..today is the first day of the 3 weeks that i'm gonna live without my darling...not even a call away... i wished i hadnt been so dependent on him. sighz!

for the past few weeks...although i felt thankful for the fact tt he gets to book out from wed onwards, but it felt like time just passed too fast. night seem to arrive so quickly and soon the next day comes. if the 3 weeks would have time passed so quickly i wun mind. but.....i feel like it isnt! today is still at day 1 and there's 20more days to go.

i cant believe i'm gonna spend most of my april alone:(

ok...maybe not exactly alone...cuz now i have alot more free time to make arrangements with friends to chill with, to go for evenmore regular gym sessions, maybe to start on my guitar/keyboard lessons, spend time with my mummy, etc...

keeping myself occupied would be one effective way to keep myself from missing my darling too much..

i do hope he'll come back with many goodies for me! hahahaha...

it'll be my last day working at JGC this mon....its again another time of attending job interviews. i hope i'll get to start work before my darling is back. working helps to pass time the fastest. except, i wun have the luxury to be able to msg or call him whenever i'm bored, or upset or stressed. nothing to look forward to at the end of the day. nothing to look forward to when i wake up in the morning.

i thnk i'll have a difficult time passing these 3 weeks. unless, of course, if my wonderful friends make lots of arrangements with me...maybe to the point i wish he wun return so soon? oops..hahah....let me be optimistic!