Wednesday, October 31, 2007

having my lunch break now...

seeing that nobody is using the com, i decided to blog in a quick post.

class was great today. as my sis is on MC, i was asked to cover her class. it was good to see that the kids are aldy comfortable with me ard and are coming up to me with hugs and kisses. playtime had never been more fun and easier.

my Aiden bumblebee aka 'my new boyfriend'...actually gave me a super bright smile when he saw me as he entered the studio. ooh...it really made my day. and then there was my shy little samuel. still shy as ever but at least he's responding well when i talked to him.

and there's so many of them. in fact all.....really welcomed me. the 2 morning playclubs that i took had been one of the best ever. i would never want the class to end. but of course...sankaree, Zita and i were super worn out after all the jumping and singing... heh...but nv had such tiring job brought so much joy and laughter throughout and end.

this had got to be the best job ever.

its just too bad that their photos cant be put up. or i can show off all my darlings.

they're truely darlings. no matter those times when they can do things to make us angry or upset...they're always adorable and darlings of ours....

what wonderful days i had at work...

looking forward to my playnest class at 3pm!!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

just read his blog...

had so much mixed feelings...cant make out wat...just mixed...

but so glad to see him moved on...really??

but he seemed more depressed.

cant help feeling worried. but he's refusing my smses and calls. i know he did it on purpose. but why?..i do not know... we're supposed to be frens...he knew it...things may not work out btw us...but he knew i treated him as my bestest fren...

but i guess thats the prob. guys who're interested in u. they cant stand being 'just frens'. but thats how things had been for us.

i miss him though. we once had so much to talk abt. sighz.

but those were the days...they're gone....i doubt i'll have it back again...i've lost him..my friend............forever?




having some fun taking photos of ting's shades...hahaha...to show tt now tt i slimmed down, i look better in this shades!! hahahahha....
i'm back...after more than a week...

so much had happened...

cant believe my granny's in hospital..lying in bed and needed an oxygen mask to breathe... what was so unbelievable was how it was only less than a week ago, she was happily talking to me at my couzzie's weddding....now she can hardly talk properly...its really breaking my heart...

the first night we went to visit her, i was trying so hard not to cry when i saw her..but ting had to break down in front of me and i broke down too...

but praise the Lord!! my mum actually told us to pray for my granny and even told my granny not to worry as we will pray for her to recover.... and today, she seemed much better... according to my sisters...on sunday when they visited her, she could even crack lame jokes...heh...i really hope she'll recover quickly...

but i was so damn fucking pissed today when i visited my granny...

i had had a long day at work...instead of knocking off at 5.30, i had to cover a 4.30-6.30 class...and imagine, i started work at 8am! imagine how shack i am?? and immediately ting i and rushed down to the hospital so that we can visit my granny for a little while today...

but when we reached, my uncle asked how come we so late. i snapped and told him we were working. then he replied and said he had to work too. den i snapped and said we worked at evans and its not exactly tt convenient. he replied that he too wrked at a not-so-convenient place. so out of exasperation, i told him we taking public transport, he told us he did too...and still, he could reach earlier.....what the fuck?????

look....after a long and tiring day, i definitely cannot tolerate such nonsense...furthermore, i came down not out of obligation but out of love for my granny....i put in the effort to come, so i'll not tolerate stupid comments like his.

sometimes i wonder why people say the things they say. what went thru their minds when they made those comments? does scorning others make them feel better abt themselves? why must there be insecure people making themselves feel more secure by saying things to put others down? are these hurtful actions fueled by the sense of competiveness in them? how they dun wanna feel that they are at the bottom of the pile??

which reminds me...

just yst...i met my sec sch best friend's mum at a coffeeshop...she's working there...i said hi... she didnt rmb who was i so i told her i'm her daughter's frm and i used to go to her hse...

she asked if i still kept in contact with her daughter...i said yes...then this conversation followed:

Her: oh. so did u know she changed job?

Me: yup. she was asking me to join her.

Her: ooh. yeah. good that she changed her job. she's a MANAGER now. (note.the capitalized words showed her increased tone while she spoke) and what are u doing now?
(my thinking process: i've did a management studies dip. and i couldnt be more qualified than my fren to be a manager too. but i'm not one though. too bad)

Me: oh. i'm a teacher.

Her: teaching kids?

Me: yeah.

Her: oic. well i'm busy now. cant tok. do drop by my hse more often. but my daughter might be busy.

Me: ok. cya!

phew. if i were not a christian, i would have been totally pissed off. but i learnt the virtue of humility. do note. humility doesnt mean putting ourselves down when talking abt ourselves. many has that misconception. it simply means not to keep bragging abt ourselves. its fine to tell others abt our strength. just dun say it because we wanna brag. say it as an informative comment. sorry for the sidetrack.

well. yeah. because i learnt the virtue of humility, when she bragged abt my fren, i didnt impulsively add in that i could easily get a job with salary that's 1-2k more than her daughter. i didnt. cuz i know tt its nothing degrading abt being a teacher. and i'm a julia gabriel teacher anyway. heh. all i know is i love my job and i am experiencing high job satisfaction and a relatively good paying job. i doubt my fren is feeling as happy as me. bleag.

who wun want a good paying job? i would oso wanna complete my econs and finance degree and go into morgan stanley to wrk as a trader. starting pay? 7.5k...thats how good paying it is.

heh...

and i'm so happy!! thanks to chuan, i finally got to buy the Polo Ralph Lauren shirt tt i had been wanting to get!! hee...nxt up on my list, a new LV wallet.... heez!!

Monday, October 22, 2007

we were inside Kandi Bar...couldnt get the couch we were sitting on in the picture..hahah..it is actually made up of many soft crocodiles....



at my couzzie's wedding...didnt take much photos cuz i was too busy talking to my other couzzies..hehehe...


shawn's birthday celebration :)

yawnz...woke up not long ago..hahaha....today had been the lastest sleep-in...must be the cough med i took yst night...

mm....

yeah..some updates...attended my couzzie's wedding dinner on sat night @Fort Canning's The Legends....the dinner wad alright only....maybe recently had been to too many wedding dinners and all the dishes are (i might say) 90% the same type of dishes...so not much to comment abt....

after the dinner met up with yang, hwee and martin first...they came to fetch us..heh..its a good thing too...i was in a new pair of heels and really nicely dressed up..heez...i must say, i know i looked really pretty!! HAHAHAHAH....but the heels are killing me...take a look at the horrendous number of blisters on my feet and u would applaud me for my tolerance for pain tt night...till today, i'm still wondering how i could make myself walk in those heels with those blisters all over...heh....talk abt ladies' vaniety over our lives(do the chinese translation yerself)

however, martin did not join us for supper, instead chuan joined us...i've no qualms though...cuz i love talking to chuan! he's one guy tt can really crap and make it sound ridiculously entertaining tt u wun mind him doing all the talking...hahahhaha....but oops...not tt martin's not entertaining...just not as much as i enjoyed chuan's company manz...hahahhahahhahaah...

sunday came and its church activities again....children church had been great cuz there wasnt much for me to do...hahahahhaa....but it feels good to be back in church after a hectic week and just spend my morning bringing my focus back unto God....

there...a week came and went...

its now time for week 7 activites at JGC...

time really flies when i'm working there...i cant wait to see my babies again...once my cough fully recovers, i'm gonna give them all a proper loving kiss!! haaahahah....esp to my baby boyfriend Leon!! hahahah....will nv forget that loving hug he gave me on my first day at JGC....his silly little baby hug convince me tt my time spent at JGC would definitely be a satisfying one.....cant wait to see him give me his 2-tooth grin tml morning!!!

Sunday, October 14, 2007










ooh...so much to blog abt..but too lazy to elaborate..hahahha

lets see....had some pink and purple hair extensions...took some pics...den took it off after having it on for half a week??..hahhaa...can't stand it entangling in my hair while i bath...

good time with the babies and toddlers...still had so much more to learn at JGC..but i'm catching on!! heez...with great colleagues to work with...who wouldnt love their jobs??

darling is back into camp...so is the rest of my buddies...but not too bad...caught a movie with martin, hwee, yang and eugene...the movie was simply hilarious!! *chuck and larry*

went grapevine the other day and got to know a new friend~ mark...fabulous guy...works at morgan stanley...i wanna go there too!! hahaha...den my dream of owning a rex sTi wld be real close!!...haha...bleag..

den few nights later, went The Arena with ting and sankeree...had a great time...live hip hop performance...too bad..didnt stay long enuf to hear my dedications.... but all of us suffered real bad hangover the nxt day at work...and the teacher taking over Zita? Raihan!! gosh...the HOD of EduPlay dept...we had to wake ourselves up no matter wat...but she's a lovely lady...love the way she interacts with us and the class...such a nice character...so glad i'm under such a nice boss *smilez*

then ting and i swore not to touch any alcoholic drinks anytime soon..but guess wat?? the following night, went Kandi Bar to chill with Zita...hahahha...each of us down a jug of volkda lime.. at first we took it real slow...but since everyone's tired, we decided to just gulp down the half jug left in each of our respective jugs...took some pictures...the alcohol effect kicked in....went to queue up for a cab and by 1.30am, we're sound aslp..hahahah....

that was one of the fastest chilling out session...but haiz...missed mambo night....while i was at The Arena, msged martin and told him how i missed clubbing with him..hahhahaha...den purposely told him how much fun i'm having while he's stuck in tekong....but really miss those times before his enlistment....it had been so much fun....we click so well tt i find it most fun with him ard....sighz.....this cheeky monkey, went to pull my hair extension!! only to feel sheepish abt it when i told him it hurts......what a dummy...who put hair extensions without having it attached to their hair?? of course it hurts! bleag..

hahah...but i knew i got him craving for mambo night..cuz when we met up, he asked me if i went mambo tt night...hahahhahaha....he really sounded so---hmm...how do i put it---ok...to me he sounded a little like he wished he could go amnz...hahahaha...

and den today watched Final Call with my darling....huddling together the whole time..the show's damn scary....den after his dad sent me home, met up with ting and mark and went down lower seletar to chill for awhile before heading home....

quite an eventful week i must say.....but i certainly enjoying it!! cant wait for my swimming session with ting and liyi tml!!

Monday, October 8, 2007

i'm bacccccccccccccck!!!!!!!

heez...been away from my com..and therefore, my blog for so long...its a real delight to see the flood of tags from my darling friends!! heez...some of whom i get to see on sundays while some i still haven get the chance and time to meet...but i'm sure the chance will be soon *BIG SMILE*

much of my week had been spent at JGC..covering classes back to back...BUT i'm loving it! heez...tiring as it may be, but the fun makes it all up...and then there's the relaxing time i had at Hilton gym!! wow, after a 40min run, ending it off with sauna and/or steam bath is a bliss....not to mention the weightloss..hahahahha....

one of the few highlights....a time of dinner and pubbing with shawn, huiling, fay, cath and my sis at Martini Firm was refreshing...since i prob wun get to see fay while he flies off for his steward training in the upcoming 2 months!! i'll miss him manz...he's the only one that will keep calling me a boy but treats me like a princess!! hahaha...but he'll deny it if he sees this..bleag :P

and then there's the pubbing session with zita and her husband, mark, leo(i thnk that's his name..but i'm super sure i got his gf's name correct) and cynthia, and my sis(as usual)..hahahahah.... it was at Grapevine...nice place and nice ambience...and hanging out with such great people, it made that night a wonderfully entertaining one :D

yeap...looks like i got most of the interesting things highlighted out......


oh ya!! this morning...spent 2 hours waiting at TTSH for ting's appointment...its one thing i nv understood.... singapore is supposed to have reached an efficient level when it comes to customer service...but when it comes to hospitals and clinics, it doesnt seem to be that way...the doctor consultation time is super fast but the time waiting for our turn to pay or collect the medication is horrendously long....i overheard a man behind complaining on his phone that he had been waiting for 2 hours...and he had even made sure he came 1 hour before his appt time! wow....no wonder he was in such lousy mood... i'm fine with the waiting as i get to spend the time playing and taking care of my tamaboy...hahahahah....

at the end of the whole appt, ting and i rewarded ourselves to sushi buffet at suki sushi...heez....yummy.... up next...my seafood buffet!! i'm so gonna pester my darling yang yang to bring me soon..it'll be my treat anyways :)

alrighty..gotta bath...so looking forward to my gym session at hilton tml!! i need to run off all those fats i accumulated from the sushi buffet!! heez...

P.S: and my dear frens, my working days are tues to sat for this school term. so feel free to ask me out even on my working days....i always believed in working hard and playing hard..and u shld know i dun like compromising on my play time...so must ask me out k??? ChEeRZ!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

haha...well well well...i'm not sure if i can be a good mum when i've a child of my own...

i cant even take care of my tamagotchi!! haha... i found it 'certified' yst night when i suddenly rmb abt it and took it out of my bag...hahaha....well..erm..actually i'm not tt happy abt it...i actually got till generation 2 aldy..now i have to start all over again!! signz....

it all happened cuz i was busy ironing clothes the whole afternoon, working out at the gym in the evening then watching my hongkong serials at night while messaging my darling..haha... so my tamababy slipped my mind totally...........till i was gonna slp....geez...

today i went to sign the JGC contract...and am starting work tml!!!! FINALLY.

i'm so glad to be able to put a full-stop to all the restless waiting. money is rolling in *big smile*. i will be busy and not slacking *bigger smile*. and i'll be playing with babies whole day long *Biggest smile* !

now i wanna go tamatown and earn more food and points for my 'newborn' tamababy..hope i can be a better mama now..hahahahha...

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

YaY!!

JGC confirmed my pay....and i'm rather satisfied with it *smilez*

the happy thing now is i can finally start working!! heh. stuck at home with nth else to do but sweep the floor and iron the clothes is what i swear i would not make myself do again when i have my own home. hahaha. and when all 3 of us are much financially stable, we've agreed to get a part time domestic help to do all the hsework!! ahahaha...we're not lazy kay? we just want everybody to have more free time to enjoy life...and that includes my mum.

i can foresee that once she change the location of her shop, she'll be so busy with all the sales.. hahaha.. i'm confident my mum has all the business instincts tt i had!! like daughter like mother ma...hahahah....yea yea..i know it should be the other way round...but i insist that i believe tt it is MY good business sense that had rubbed off on my mum...hahahahaha.....

and i've aldy planned out my personal 'financial budget' for the upcoming 2 months..i hope i can follow my budget closely..hahahha...not very likely...but i will try.... meanwhile, i'm still waiting for my chance to eat the Ritz Carlton seafood buffet!!!!!!~ bleag..stupid martin, say alrdy is eat with yang and i..in the end went with his own frens...hahah...nvm...yang and i will go ourselves..hahahah...anybody else interested?? hahaahahaha.....

Monday, October 1, 2007

its a new month once again!! its times like this that made me feel like time really passes so quickly....but today is a super bad mood morning...because of some unreasonable people..bleag...

what a super demoralizing way to start my day and the start of october....not tt its some special month...it just marks the beginning of a new month...meaning, we're yet another month closer to christmas!! yea....when christmas comes, martin and hwee would have ended their BMT and yang and chuan would have finish their SISPEC course..there'll be slightly more time to spend with each other!!

haha...but haiz...which means might start seeing less of martin after that since its the start of his airforce training...i'm not sure how it'll go...but sighz...

the only happy thing now is..i'll be going swimming with ting and liyi...i hope i'll get a great workout!!