woots~~~~

had so eagerly been waiting and counting down the days to yang's, martin's, hwee's and chuan's book out so tt we can meet up and chill......but sighz...time flew by like nobody's business and now they're all booking back in le!! SOBZ...

at least yst night managed to meet up with martin(the birthday boy..damn lucky la...booked out 1 day before his birthday..so can actually celebrate for him on his actual day *smilez*), yang and hwee...we went Del Mar..haha...finally martin got the chance to be there..hahaha....together mwith my sisters, we all had a great time chatting and earing all their experiences....sighz... but the end to tt night hadnt been tt great for me..heh...BUT...i've forgiven whoever tt upsetted me..hahahaha...he promised to make it up to me during his nxt book out...he had better....haha...

so now is just left with not having the chance to meet up with Mr-SUPER-FIT Siu Chuan..hahahahah...chuan dun needa be pai seh hor..hahahhahaha....and must ask jus together manz...simply love talking to her!!!!!

wow....just blogging abt my good frens made me so happy le..heez...but sad too cuz cant see them till the nxt weekend....and there's Guo Hua...posted to OCS...confinement 3 weeks..haiz....must remind him abt our 'date' with benjy and probably other SJ peeps at MINDS cafe!! haha...he's another super fit guy manz....trained himsself up since poly yr 1!!

and poor benjy...no matter how much check-ups done, in the end still kena PES B...nth lower than tt..heh...hope he'lll pull through his BMT when he enlist this Dec!!

this week was great. had quite a number of church events. fri was cell grp meeting and tt had been extremely fruitful....sat was our church's 10th anniversary of CP in Hougang and i was involved in the children church's CP event as a main cast of the drama...with my best partner Huiming!! hahaha....it was great fun working with her in this drama...so much chemistry btw us... the nxt day at church we felt like superstars!! haha...cuz all the kids recognize us as the roles of 'Da S and Xiao S' and cant stop calling out to us...felt a lil embarrassed by all the sudden attention...but i'm sure from now on, when i lead games during children church, it'll be easier on me since everybody knows me now..hahahaha....

and finally today was Children's day celebration. huiming and i partnered again!! haha...it was pre-planned...so we were thrilled with this coincidence to work together again!! hahah....

yeah....these few weeks had been of great fun for me....wonder how this coming week would be like??

meanwhile, i must thnk of wat new surprises to do for yang, martin and hwee..heh.....well one is my darling and 2 best buddies so must really put in lots of effort for them!!...heh...and not forgetting chuan...must make sure he and jus gets to try the ice cream cake(the first surprise for martin and hwee) ting and i learnt to make....

and of course i haven forgetten my SIM buddies!! sighz..i miss them so much too!! must get them to try the ice cream cake too...hahahah...i'm lidat...once i learnt to make something new..i must make sure ALL my dear buddies try it!!!!...cuz they're all simply too dear to me tt i must share all fabulous stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE MY FRIENDS LOTS~~

Actually i've been thinking abt this the whole night...

i seriously dun understand how certain people can be so so so blinded by love...

and there's this certain person---my couzzie..

ok..i myself had been in love before and i can understand that when u love someone, u'll want to do everything for that person. its to the extend that i cna be at his beck and call and i wun mind one bit....BUT...there is still a limit. i'll know when his favours are too much.

sadly, thats not the case for my cousin. he's just so---argggg-----dumb. i thnk my frustration is so damn visible. As a girl myself...i know exactly what his ex-girlfriend is thinking. that bitch is just making use of him!!---rather, his money, his car and himself(to do favours for her). when u know yer guy cant get over u, and will do whatever it takes to win u back, u'll take the opportunity to get him to do stuffs for u like a pathetic puppy would for the owner.

ok. i'm being mean to describe it this way. not like i treated anyone like this before. i would never. i'm not a bitch. ok lets not digress. to me, my cousin is behaving so pathetically like as though she's the only woman left on earth. yes....they've had an 8-yr r/s. it'll be difficult to get over her esp when she's the one that DUMPED him.

and precisely cuz she dumped him, i find it highly suspicious that she continues to ask him to drive her here and there, go shopping with her(and he pays for everything!) and the whole family bought insurance from her!! and from what i know from my aunt, they're not sure if my couzzie and her are considered a couple again cuz there's times when she ignores him and there's times when she talks to him..

ARGGGGG....be my judge....isnt it so FUCKing obvious that she doesnt love him?? she just wants him to be a favor-slave!! its difficult...but i thnk my couzzie should display more masculity and backbone and learn forget abt her and move on with life. OR if he doesn't wanna forget her, then at least confront her and get her to make clear what their r/s status is!!!!

and if she says that she treats him only as a friend, then its fine he drives her ard....and if they go shopping, he should make her pay for her own stuff......... even i dun make my BOYFRIEND pays for my stuff ALL THE TIME...cuz he does tt for her ALL THE TIME...even her driving lessons are paid for by my couzzie!! so if BOYFRIENDS are NOT OBLIGED to pay everything for his girlfriend, he as a normal fren shld all the more NOT do it.

his just too blinded. when i saw him yst night, i really felt like giving him 2 tight slap to wake him up from his wistful dream. i'm so mad with him. why cant he have more pride than to give in to her?? if she can have the heart to break up with him with an sms, after an 8-yr long r/s, and then ignored him for days, and didnt return him the diamond jewelleries he bought her over the 8 yrs, and then suddenly looking for him again to get him to buy insurance from her.......what makes him thnk she truely love him and wun kick him away when she finally found someone richer than him??

he's dumb. so pathetically dumb.....and sighz...pitiful.

i hope he'll wake up in time before more cost and hurts are incurred.

hahahaha...i was checking my mail and i came across this....the person who taught of it is brillant with words manz....

Play with words

DORMITORY:When you arrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM
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PRESBYTERIAN:When you rearrange the letters:BEST IN PRAYER
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ASTRONOMER:When you rearrange the letters:MOON STARER
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DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT
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THE EYES:When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE
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GEORGE BUSH:When you rearrange the letters:HE BUGS GORE
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THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters:HERE COME DOTS
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SLOT MACHINES:When you rearrange the letters:CASH LOST IN ME
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ANIMOSITY:When you rearrange the letters:IS NO AMITY
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ELECTION RESULTS:When you rearrange the letters:LIES - LET'S RECOUNT
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MOTHER-IN-LAW:When you rearrange the letters: WOMAN HITLER
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SNOOZE ALARMS:When you rearrange the letters:ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A DECIMAL POINT:When you rearrange the letters:IM A DOT IN PLACE
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THE EARTHQUAKES:When you rearrange the letters:THAT QUEER SHAKE
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AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:ELEVEN PLUS TWO:When you rearrange the letters:TWELVE PLUS ONE
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aw...great...

its 1am and i still cant fall asleep...i hate it when i switched the com on..i'll just keep using and it'll just keep me more and more awake...

just finished playing(god knows how many rounds)of online canasta...and i lost many rounds but won it all back....having used so much brain juice at strategizing, i'm still not tired!!

Arggggg....

ok...maybe not tt much brain power was used...but still....

and i woke up so early this morning!! why arent i the least bit tired??

i intend to go gym tml early afternoon since i missed it tonight..haiz....

its so irritating...

just yst, i wrote in my blog abt having to sleep 7hrs? but i dun thnk i can do it...

nowadays i will only fall asleep @ abt 2am and later? and if i were to work in JGC, i'll have to wake up at 7am...

sighz....but each night i lie on my bed...so many thots are running through my mind!!

these issues are giving me a headache. but i'm glad i could talk to Liyi abt it today.

now my issue is...i cant sleep...

but at least i know the depressing feeling that once threatened is now gone...

maybe cuz my most major concern is solved....

but....

there's always this one major major issue i cant get pass...

wonder when will i ever get this prayer answered? but is it really meant to be answered in the first place? i really dont know.....sighz....

its my will tt i want it to be tt way.....but it seem like it might not be God's will...maybe i should be obedient abt it....

but.....

sighz...i'm just so stubborn...

ooh...and i forgot to add....

never in my whole life i ALMOST talked NON-STOP the whole day..

hahahahahah...thank God Liyi didnt mind *WINKZ*

i love having u around ger...really hope u get yer job and pay and we go Mambo night again!!

hahahaha....

oops...thnk yang's gonna be so jealous with u for spending so much time with me..hahahahah...

today was rather fun..

spent a whole day out with liyi..haha...even waiting for her to finish her interview..

my couzzie's so sweet to call her up to check tt the interview went well...

i love my couzzie...and her little gerald!!

haha...

anyways my own interview @ JGC went really well..

guess wat?? Fiona Walker(JGC's CEO) was in my tryout PlayNest class last tue!! no wonder i found her looking so familiar to me!!

oh man...but good thing my performance was GOOD kay?? haha...

but yeah...my contract and pay is being worked out...

wonder wen can i officially start work??

i love the JGC shirt!! cant wait to wear it!! cant wait to see the lil kids!!!

ooh...and i cant wait to try out Hilton gym!!! i'm so gonna slim down!!!! hahaha...

and YAY to my soon-to-be-true income!! kept toking abt my first(not really la) paycheck but wondering when is it really coming in...now i know for sure it is! haha...

and i got my black dress....not from zara though....smth similar from 77th street...but still love it all the same *SMILEZ*

lastly....my vow.... by the end of october i'm so gonna lose another 3kg!

see the new and fit me!!!!

Bone Thugs N Harmony - I Tried ft Akon

ah guess wat... i happened to see this piece of article on Yahoo! News..

apparently, there had been a 19 year research done on mortality rates to sleeping hours of people.. and it is noted that people who sleeps less than 5hrs a night would have a 1.7 increase in risk of dying. and it is adviced that we should all have a consistent 7hrs of sleep every night. at the same time, it is oso noted that people who sleeps more than 9hrs a night oso die faster..HA!

sighz...looks like whatever things we do or eat...it'll make us die sooner..haha...life is such an irony..u cant sleep too little or too much....although it is still not confirmed tt sleeping too much would oso alleviate the risk of death...but wat the heck??

evrybody will die someday..its just a matter of how soon is it...and its already pre-determined by God. but it still doesnt mean we could live our life carelessly. i still rmb one pastor tt spoke abt this during service,

"although it is pre-determined my God when we will be called home to our heavenly Father, but if we do not take care of ourselves as normal people should, we would still die before we are supposed to. say for example, if we thnk, 'oh God will protect my child from harm' and even if your child were to run out into the busy road, cars would miraculously miss him? NO. he'll be knocked down..and even die."

when i heard wat the pastor said, i feel that it is really so true. indeed, as in Pastor Jenni's case, if our work on earth is done, we will be called home eventually. but it is provided we take proper responsibility of ourselves for which God had given to us, instead of taking for granted that He will protect us from every harm.

true. many times i had been able to avoid near-misses of serious and not-so-serious accidents alike. and i could sense that it was by His grace that i was protected, but i would still constantly remind myself not to deliberately do anth to endanger my own life.

what's most important is, we should live a life of purpose---God's purpose. Anything that doesn't align with God's will is meaningless. i may be able to say this. but i oso know i'm still far from aligning my will with God's. but i'm definitely working to becoming a more obedient christian. meanwhile, i'm just so thankful that despite being a rather wilful child of God, His tremendous grace shone through in my times of trouble.

it is just so reassuring to know that i have a merciful God who loves me regardless of who i am or how bad i can be.

hahah...yes...i love my pic in the smart 4...hahahha...well...if i cant fulfil my dream as a combat medic, den i can just wear yang's uniform and take photos only....hahah....and his hse is finally done renovating...its so nice...i love the way they changed their bathroom tiles...hahaha....and best of all, i get to help yang thnk of how we can design his bedroom!! haha....i'm gonna make it such tt its wat i want my dream room to be..hahahahha....apart from the fact tt i can't paint it maroon....hahahha....but bleag..he'll probably not take my ideas....oh well....

and that pic of him cutting his super belated birthday celebration with me....we nearly couldnt get the cake as the counter's closed and we had to give the exact amount if we wanna buy it.... and since its $13.90...we tried to dig out all the spare change we have...and praise the Lord!! haha....we had exactly $13.90...haha...not tt we're stingy dun wanna give $14 or smth...but yeah...we're just teeny weeny stingy to wanna save on tt 10cents..hahahhaha....

ooh...i'm super thrilled!!

first....JGC finally called me back to meet up with their CEO..i'm not sure if thats a good or bad thing..all i know is i'd most probably get a job there!! yeah...i really love working with lots of children ard.... although this job is smth totally different from my course of studies, but it doesn't really matters.... i just wanna get all kinds of different working exerience.... we never know what could come in handy from all the different lessons learnt....

which reminded me of the 'Today's Advice' board i had hung up on my bedroom wall....closed my eyes and randomly pointed and i pointed at the advice "when you lose, don't lose the lesson"...wat an apt advice for me indeed...i can be quite a sore loser at times....but of course, i'm always trying my best to improve this portion of my character...bleag....

and then...yang's soon-to-be sister-in-law told me tt 2 yrs down the road, NTU might be accepting SIM's diploma....so this means i might get a chance at NTU and i dont necessarily need to only apply to UniSIM or SIM's other unis....this would mean a much lower expenditure on school fees!!

and!! i'm able to put what i learnt from my DMS course, to good use!! hahaha..let me do a little bit of advertising here.....

many of u knew tt my mum has a clothes store located in Bedok...however, the target market there is mostly for the older people....but wen i checked out my mum's suppliers...they actually carry alot of designs thats meant for the younger generation....clothes which u can find in Orchard, they have it there.... and i must say, the cost price is alot cheaper than what they sell in orchard....so....my point is, to help my mum bring in more revenue and to fully utilize more of the designs which she cant buy and sell in her shop, i'm bringing it ONLINE!! yes!! online....

this gives everybody ready access to the designs of clothes and accessories we have. its actually a collaboration with some friends...since i'm not too good with all the IT stuff...i'm providing the supplies while they deal with the orders and stuff....


so check out this site: http://www.jace-mall.blogspot.com/


i'll oso be bringing in stuff tt my da jie buys back from shanghai and the other places she visits....so there'll so be bags, belts, accessories and many more..hahaha...so just pay the site a visit for some cheap online shopping pleasure!!

hmms...been rather busy recently...

but it was a fun period...

having a car to drive ard for a whole week, darling's 2 weeks break, hanging out with martin and hwee before their enlistment day arrived, clearing my final sem results, went for martin's and Hwee's enlistment...and the most fun of all, yst tryout at JGC!!

that was a fun 4hrs spent!! i was asked to assist in 2 classes; PlayNest and PlayClub...as the name suggest...the PlayNest class had abt 10 babies. and we had music and (some)movement, storytelling and free play(where i get to go ard playing with them!!).. the class lasted 1.5hrs.. den it was preparation time for the next Nest class...

having finished helping out with the preparation, i rushed over to studio 1 for the PlayClub class...the toddlers were equally as cute and adorable....and it was even more enjoyable in a class with them as most of them could understand what i was saying.... similarly, the music and movement, storytelling and freeplay was super!! while in Nest, their tabletop activity i didnt get to help out much, PlayClub was alot better as i get to guide them in making their eggroll painting....

a child's creativity should never be limited to a certain boundary....their display of their creativity was immensely revealed especially through their artwork or basically any handicraft activity that they do.....and this creativity is boundless....if i were to be a parent nxt time, i would give my child free reign in doodling....i'm positive this will help her develop her skills in the most natural of ways....

if only i could take photos of some of the elephant puppets the children made yst....since their sense of arrangement is still not properly developed, their distorted elephants actually had very hilarious effects...i just cant help smiling as i watch them do their tabletop activities =)

just some pics for the previous post =)

As u can see dear peeps..i can start reverting back to my old friendster blog ''i'm a lazy blogger''.. haha..cuz i believe all of us can see that despite me having a LOooooong holiday now, i had not been touching my blog at all...not even a draft..tsk tsk tsk...

so today's entry is just a quickie recap of those days after my last post..lets see... for 2 consecutive wednesdays, i went for Mambo night with constant clubbing partners like Liyi, chuiting and Martin...while the rest who were with us were some of our individual old friends. but having different groups of friends hanging out together proved to be really enjoyable...thanks to the close age group..

we met these 2 guys..they look like they're from America..i'm not too sure...but they are definitely a friendly bunch that u wun mind hanging ard and dancing mambo dances with..haha...we took pictures...but they forgot to get our contact to send to us.....sighz....

and then i had been alternating swimming and gym....and liyi told me i had actually slimmed down quite abit..kekeke....imagine how happy i was to hear that!! hahaha...

and then there's my dad's birthday celebration at yuki yaki...our whole family(with the exception of my da jie who's in shanghai) had a great time of eating, bonding and camwhoring...hahaha..but i'm just too lazy to upload the pics though...

and then there was yst...my dad decided to rent a car!! yes...so we were travelling all ard s'pore, as though the petrol's toally free.. and free parking everywhere..hahaa..i thnk my dad might go into shock if we were to really calculate out the amount we spent wen we had this car...hhahaha..

but sighz...as usual, i get nagged for driving too fast wen i drove us down to jalan kayu for supper and then lower seletar to chill...but i kept having ppl overtake me wen i was driving down to lower seletar...cuz i was going at just 70km/h....and my mum still felt i was going too fast...

but seriously..i do thnk my driving is rather seasoned...i had not much problems at changing lanes or whatsoever....even parking had few hiccups....i'm rather proud of myself....when the time comes for my p-plate to be down..i sure am confident!!

haha..sorry for bragging..i just cant help having this sense of achievement! LOLX :D

aight...my hands are tired from typing...tata~

Ooh....and my darling's POP had finally arrived!! cant wait to drive him ard and show off my skill to him..hahahahha!

though not many pictures were taken..but there sure was lots of drinking and dancing...

what a great way to celebrate the end of my dip!! haha... Mambo Night ROX!!